Sunday, January 20, 2008

Horrible Weekend! Nice One too

Well to start of with I had to work on a Saturday and a Sunday. Despite all that my stupid client blasted the hell out me, my goodness no one had ever blasted me so much. X didn’t come to have lunch with me despite me being alone. L Sad Very sad! Ok to top it all, my boss takes soooooooooooo long to make the press release that my client leaves the office and goes away. Now if that happened and I was waiting for it all, did my duty why should that woman in my clients’ office scream her head off at me. My goodness no one has ever screamed at me so much. I wept my eyes out. I was shocked and so humiliated that I just could not stop crying. X and I had a tiff so I didn’t call him also when I was weeping. Then I went to see hi because I was waiting to spend some quality time alone with him. He means the world to me. His presence is so tender and warm. He’s the best. I was so depressed yesterday I went to his house without resting and he looked so upset. I knew I had caused an effect on him. I could see something depressing under his eyes when I was close to him. I knew I had harassed him for not reason and he couldn’t take it. Poor child! I didn’t do anything intentionally. It’s just that the day was taking its toll on me. And he faced a little of my wrath. He was so understanding I can’t express. I love him so much and he loves me too. We had such a lovely evening together. We made up for all the havoc. But I hurt him. I’m very guilty about it. However bad a day I had and though he didn’t meet me I shouldn’t have caused him trouble. I just told him something and he got upset. I shouldn’t have said I couldn’t care if I couldn’t meet him. It’s just that my ankle was paining, my boss made me sit in office on a Saturday and my client screamed at me. It was horrible and I just told him coz after all that he didn’t meet me for lunch. L Anyway Alls well that ends well! Except that I got to go to work today also.